Terkenang2 Lagi (UTMKL 1995 - 1999)

Tgh melepak2 nie, teringat plak zaman aku kat UTMKL dulu.. actually bukan kenangan yg manis la.. lebih kepada kenangan tak best during my third semester kat UTMKL...
That semester kitorang semua berpindah dari rumah no 22-4-2, kelompok pinang C, Keramat Wangsa ke "the legendary" no 7, Lrg Keramat 8, Kg Dato' Keramat... kitorang berpindah ke rumah yg lebih bessar la kiranyer peninggalan senior2 chemical engineering yg either dah grad or berpindah kampus ke Skudai... dari rumah yg di huni dek 10 org di keramat Wangsa kitorang tambah lagi penghuni menjadi almost 20 org yg ader kat umah tue skang.. at certain time umah tue dihuni almost 25 - 30 org.. memang ramai beb.. tapiader beberapa nama yg bulih la aku anggap sebagai core kepada rumah tu.. they r: aku la of course, farid, stim, gman, oshin, melaka, iwan, ijal, zam, shaari, pak kam and abg rosnan (betul2 senior.. dari dia kat UTM sampai keje kat Texas Instrument seterusnya kawen dia kat situ.. bertemu jodoh pun dgn awek dalam lorong kitorang tue.. hahaha).. ader jugak yg bukan penghuni tetap tapi dikira sebagai pengunjung tetap yg jarang miss utk bersama kitorang like aloy... ader jugak penghuni2 yg tak berapa lama kat ctu like raja, muazam, mamat, rosli, dan ader jugak yg duduk tak lama dan membuat org lain sgt2 tak selesa dan menghalau like somebaody that we called kusut.. aku tak ingat nama betul dia (ader ker dia boleh bukak temberang dari muar pegi ke melaka if I not mistaken, dan patah balik ke muar boleh cecah 5000 km.. betul2 kusut la brader nie)
So bila dah reramai tuh, lbh byk activity yg tak berpekdah were held.. antaranyer melilau tgh mlm layan arbok, pegi tgk racing (sendri nak race motor tak power), dan yg paling menyesal skali was gi naik genting mlm sebelum final exam.. aku gi naik genting pukul 2 pagi, sampai sana pukul 3 setgh, pastu gi lepak kat mamak sampai lbh kurang pukul 7 and bertolak balik utk ambik exam pukul 9 pagi..
keputusan dari segala tindakan tue, bila keputusan tak rasmi keluar, aku fail 4 dari 7 subject yg aku ambik... terduduk sat aku time tue.. dok berpikir camner nak merayu jer.. CPA time tue aku kira was under 1, biasanyer UTM will kick out org2 yg dapat result mcm aku nie... pueh la aku dok mencari lecturer utk merayu... most of the lecturer tgh dok bercuti.. I manage to call my electronic lecturer.. subject tue carry 4 time credit... itu yg paling bermasalah skali.. puas merayu, aku tawwakal jer la utk tunggu official results.. luckily official result electronic aku this lecturer bagi aku pas dgn D.. result tue membantu aku utk stay kat UTM utk semester seterusnyer... bersukur gila time tue... kalu tak, tak tau la aku camner aku skang nie... time dapat result tu, aku insaf la jugak sikit.. so segala "extra curricular" tuh aku kurangkan sikit.. walaupun semester selepas tue masih tak berapa bagus tapi sekurang2nyer tak ler seteruk that particular semester... itu la antara benda yg menyebabkan aku habis diploma dalam masa 5 tahun instead of 3 tahun bagi manusia2 yg biasa...
tapi semester tue memang betul2 melekat kat kepala aku skang nie dan menjadi pengajaran yg paling besar skali dalam hidup aku...

Politik sikit...

Pilihan Raya Kecil (PRK not RPK... kot citer pasal RPK kang kena ISA plak.. hahaha) Kuala Trengganu will be held on 17 January 2009.. It is not pasal tthe PRK but I like to write about the candidates chosen by BN... I dont know him much to write about his personality but on what people think and his chances to win this PRK...
Do Wan Farid a suitable person here?? He once have been marked as KJ right hand in Trengganu.. Considering UMNO at grass root level keep on blaming KJ + Pak Lah for UMNO & BN failure during PRU 12, is he really a good candidates? Sentiment at the grass roots, have they been considered yet?? Donno la, I'm not a party members and not a Trengganu person also.. But looking at current political scenario in Malaysia and UMNO especially, I think he might loose the battle.. May be if UMNO manage to at least show the Malaysian that they wont take any KJ & Pak Lah related candidates, their opportunity r much better... I heard PAS candidates r really connected to KT people.. Dr Syed Azman (ADUN Bt Buruk) r the hot candidates for PAS right now.. And it is not a surprise to me if he win in this PRK...
the other candidates?? Nenek Maimun?? AKIM presiden Hanafi Mamat?? and the other person from Pasir Puteh?? what the hell Kelantanese doing in Kuala Trengganu?? being sponsored to "pecah undi" ka... Who want to spend their money when they know they would losing it??? this is all bullshit man... its better for u guys (all this BEBAS candidates) spend your money to the orphanage or fakir miskin... bertambah jugak pahala buat bekalan hari ahkirat esok... or else donate your money to under construction mosque espcially in Kelantan... if not, mail me.. the mosque in my kampung is under renovation.. and we still need money to complete the renovation... sampai kiamat pahala tak putus beb... DON'T WASTE YOUR MONEY LA...

Expressi Diri...

Yesterday, I back to my old company office to collect my Key Perfomance Indicator (KPI)acknoledgement letter together with all of my salary slips + my bonus slip... and the results were not satisfy me actually...
After a year of hardwork, plus exceeding most of my KPI target, my KPI still not reaching as good as I expected... What dissatisfied me much was my KPI target were and objective target.. I was dealing with numbers like how much my invoice was, how many units delivered and commisioned, what is my profit margin was etc... and all that was an objective target.. when all of that were exceeding almost 30% of earlier target, you'd fell unfair to you when you found yourself at the level of "LLB" person.. I would very much satisfy if I was rated at such if my KPI target was a subjective target.. When it comes to an objective target and your boss still giving u a shit evaluation, then it was really sucks man... I had exceed all of your target man.. I worked day and night.. leaving my family behind.. travelling around Malaysia most of my time... just to fullfill my KPI and this is the outcome...
I cant appeal for the outcome actually coz I leave the company already.. I dont care pun actually.. just to express my dissappointment la.. I can c already, as long as I was there, you the bosses wont appreciate our effort.. not just me la actually... all my colleague also.. I was very lucky to find a company who offered me to join them with a better pay.. but my colleague was there.. everytime I meet them, they will express their dissappointment too... try to appreciate them la.. I know how they work and I believe they are actually deserved for a better pay.. revise their salary coz they r very much valueable outside the company.. then the company wont loose most of their best employee... ini tak, the company keep upgrading people who knows nothing.. just imagine, a sales engineer dont know how to create a quotation and knows nothing what our products r all about and he's the one who get promoted... come on la.. he not even get a new customer... all the customers are ready customers.. The customers who dont have a choice but us bcoz of their policies.. the customers who actually our parent company.. what a shit man... Thanks God you gave me the opportunity to cabut from this company.. else I'll die sakit hati...
I still love this company actually.. mau tak, 8 yrs ma.. I started my career here, I met my wife here, I was married during my stint here but I was sgt sakit hati with the kepala there.. my x immediate boss on her "lembabness" & NATO, my another x immediate boss on my KPI review, my BIG BOSS who put the KPI on how BIG his new office was as his KPI and some of his cakap tak serupa bikin... and also his attitude which for me shows that he have no trust on people who really hardworking (kaki bodek dia percaya lak) and org2 lama (memang la sesetgh org lama kaki kelentong but not all especially yg dok kat tgh2 nie.. yg lama2 sgt tue memang ramai la kaki kelentong.. tue sebab diorang jadik manager)

Glosary: LLB - Looks Like Busy
Lembabness - lembab,
NATO - No Action Talk Only

mana yg terasa sorry la ek.. just to express my disappointment...

Blackened - Metallica

Blackened is the end
Winter it will send
Throwing all you see
Into obscurity


Death of mother earth
Never a rebirth
Evolutions end
Never will it mend
Never


Fire
To begin whipping dance of the dead
Blackened is the end
To begin whipping dance of the dead
Color our world blackened


Bustering of earth
Terminate its worth
Deadly nicotine
Kills what might have been


Callous frigid chill
Nothing left to kill
Never seen before
Breathing nevermore
Never


Fire
To begin whipping dance of the dead
Blackened is the end
To begin whipping dance of the dead
Color our world blackened
Blackened

Opposition...contradiction...premonition ...compromise
Agitation...violation...mutilation...planet dies
Darkest color
Blistered earth
True death of life
Termination....expiration...cancellation ...human race
Expectation...liberation...population... lay to waste
See our mother
Put to death
See our mother die


Smouldering decay
Take her breath away
Millions of our years
In minutes disappears
Darkening in vain
Decadence remains
All is said and done
Never is the sun
Never


Fire
To begin whipping dance of the dead
Blackened is the end
To begin whipping dance of the dead


Fire
Is the outcome of hypocrisy
Darkest potency
In the exit of humanity
Color our world blackened
Blackened

utk renungan kita bersama.. sikap hipokrit pemimpin2 kita (mungkin kita jugak) antara penyebab kepada tragedi2 yg melanda negara kita... itu sebab utama aku post lagu metallica nie kat cni... renung2 la beb..

p/s: aku try upload video lagu nie tak bulih plak... kalu tak mesti meriah blog aku nie...

Tanah runtuh lagi

Again, tanah di Ulu Klang runtuh lagi... kali nie 14 units of banglo were involved which brought to 4 fatalitist (until 9 pm 6/12/2008)... 1 melayu, 1 chinese, 1 indian & 1 indon... al fatihah untuk yg beragama islam dan takziah utk yg bukan...

Goverment Selangor dah keluar kenyataan sebelum nie utk tidak membenarkan lagi apa2 pembangunan dilereng bukit sebaik sajer goverment baru ditubuhkan Mac lalu... semoga kata2 itu dilaksanakan/ dikuatkuasakan sepenuhnyer kerana kita tak mahu lagi kehilangan warganegara kita dalam tragedi yg sepatutnyer buleh dielakkan ini... yg sudah tue sudah ler... kita belajar dari pengalaman... dikawasan ulu klang nie saja dah 3 kali jadi hilite seluruh negara...

1) Highland Tower, 1993

2) Kg Pasir Ulu Klang, 2006

3) Bukit Antarabangsa (again), 2008...

Fikir-fikirkan lah wahai pemaju2 dan pemberi2 tanah.. jgn diulangi kesilapan yg merugikan sebegini...